vent session!

I don't even know where to start. As I have said in previous post that the hubby is getting ready to deploy. I know I cant say too much so I am going to try to vent with in reason of the "rules"

OK I really my mind is so over the place someone please help me figure out where to start. Should I really even be kind of worked up about it. I feel like I shouldn't be. But I am so here I go......

This deployment crap has been the worse run around ever. One day they are going here and doing this the next week they are no longer going there and not doing what they were going to do. They are being trained for stuff other then what they usually do. It sounds like they will be doing MP (Military Police) work when HELLO they are not MP's! If you need people over there to do so called "MP" work send MP's! They have been trained for that not the people who never have been. I don't really know. I know that my husband is worried some for the fact they aren't being told anything. I think he would feel better if he knew what was going to be happening. He would feel better knowing that he is getting the right training, in which, he doesn't know because they haven't been told what they will be doing or where they are going.

Like I guess I can't really vent in this post because like I have said a million times my wind is all over the place. I am not having complete thoughts. Ugh...I don't even want to post this but I am going to.

Sorry this is all over the place and probably makes no sense what so ever.

Deadly terms used by a woman.

DEADLY TERMS USED BY A WOMAN. (1) FINE -this is the word women use to end an argument when they know they are RIGHT & YOU need to SHUT UP. (2) NOTHING -means SOMETHING & u need to be WORRIED (3) GO AHEAD -this is a dare not permission DO NOT DO IT. (4) WHATEVER -is a woman's way of saying FORGET YOU. (5) THAT'S OK -she is thinking long & hard on HOW & WHEN you will pay for your mistake.

I seen this on facebook and I just loved it so much I had to share it. Alot of these are just sooo true! =)

ENJOY!

Activities Coordinator = New Adventure

So I have decide I would be brave and volunteer with the FRG. For my non-military followers: FRG is "Family Readiness Group." This is a group that supports the family of the soldiers. I think it will be fun and it will keep me busy during the upcoming deployment. I am very excited to be the activities coordinator for the FRG. This will be something new for me. Something I have never done. I am sooo looking forward to it. I think I am going to Love it!

Do any of you volunteer with the FRG? Have you thought bout maybe volunteering? Or maybe have you had a bad experience with the FRG?

This Crazy World

So here I am just sitting on the couch catching up on a few of the blogs I follow. I am thinking to myself it doesn't matter whats going on this world its still pushing foward. People are still living their lives. I know there are probably a million people out there that right now in this second their lives are falling apart and feeling lost like they wont make it. But the truth is they will! Everyday life for everyone else is still happening. Sooner or later they will be back to living everday life too it just may be different now.

My world is bout to change in couple months. My husband will be deploying for a year. It makes me sad. But then again in a couple of months some of my good friends out here will be getting to have one of the best homecomings ever. WHY? Because their husbands will be returning from a year long tour. So how can I be so sad for myself yet so happy and excited for them? Maybe because I know how truly great it will be for them! How lucky they are to have their husbands come back to them. There are so many people out there who have lost loved ones in this crazy war. SO I know its something that all of us are so greatful for.

My mind is kind of all over the place right now.

I am just thankful for my life.

I am thankful for my wonderfull husband who would do anything for us!

Who will always be there for me and who loves me for who I am the good and the bad!

I am thankful for my family who has never gave up on me.

Who have always loved me and will contiune to be one of my hugest supporters!

I am thankful for my friends.

Without them I wouldn't make it through this crazy world.

I am just thankful for everything small in this world!

Ok it had "HIT ME"

It has offically happend....It has finally sunk in that the Hubby will be deploying again. In few months he will be gone for a year again. The waking alone. The falling asleep alone. The eating alone. Doing things alone. It all starts sooo soon. But I have decided I am going to be as positive bout this as I can. Yes, I am going to have bad days but isnt that expected? So to this deployment I would just like to say Bring it on! I am ready to take you on! I will when I get the chance cherish every single moment every single second with my husband.

Workout = greatness

I must have found some motivation! Or maybe it was just the fact its been cold the past couple of days and "boomcakes" its a warmer day today and only suppose to get nicer as the week goes on! I love walking/joggin outside idk what it is but just being outside taking in the fresh air with my ipod is just so amazing for me!
I also bring our dog with us even though she annoys me while we walk because she is big scaredy cat so she likes to cut me off. I swear one of these days I am going to trip and fall on my butt!
Anyways since we have moved we live in area with some pretty good sized hills! These hills make for a great workout! I love them! I had a great workout today I jogged a bit, which is good for me! I will sooner or later be able to hopefully jog my whole route!
Well once again....Anyways....I didn't realize how much I had been sweating until I got home! Usually I hate sweating like with a passion expect for when I am working out then I love it I want to sweat if I am not sweating then I am not working hard enough at it!

I hope you all have a wonderfull day today! =)

Kiwi and Memories

I am eating a kiwi for lunch along with a ceasar salad. But anyways eating this kiwi takes me back to the good ol school days. I don't think I have even had kiwi since high school till now. But anways eating this kiwi took me back to the days of school food....not the greatest but you know what it fed us.

Recipe hunt!

Yep the title says it all!

I am on the hunt for some new recipes! I am looking up recipes instead of doing my cleaning. (Whoops)
Anyways the reason I am on this hunt is pretty obvious. I am so over making the same dishes time after time. So I am this hunt to find some new tastey meals to make for the hubby and I. Oh and to also make when we have guest over.
This hunt can sure be hard. Why you might ask? Because I have one of the pickest husbands ever! There are so many recipes out there "I" want to try but by the time I take everything out that the husband doesn't like there is no point. Don't get me wrong the hubby sometimes has to deal. Like if the recipe calls for tomatoes I will either just put them in there and he can pick them out or I'll be the nice wife and only put them on half of it. When I do make him deal I will of course get the comments like "this would be better if this or that wasn't in here." Most of the time I just tell him to deal or go make something for himself then! lol
ANYWAYS..
I have found a total of 5 new recipes and I can't wait to try them. I am so glad I started this hunt before I went grocery shopping. This way I will be able to get everything I need to try out these dishes!

If you have any recipes you would like to share I would love to hear from you!

Up coming Deployment

Where do I start. Deployment! :BIG SIGH:
Deployments are never fun no matter where or how long they might be gone. My husband will however be in a "green zone" So he will be safer than if we was in Afghanistan or Iraq. But I dont think it changes the fact that my husband will be gone for year. I mean really, does anyone want to have their husband gone for full year? I dont think so.

Now I am just drawing a blank. I have no words right now. I am just lost in my own little world right now. I dont think I have fully processed the fact that this is happening again. Yes, he will be ok I am not worried about that. I will now have to shift my mindset to doing everything on my own. I am not saying I cant do it, because well I CAN DO IT! I have done it before.I think its just the fact this came so sudden. There was no talk of deployment in fact the only talk was that they could deploy in late 2011 early 2012. I mean I know its the army it should be expected right? I just dont know. I dont think anyone ever is expecting it to happen. No one I think wants it to happen!

I guess I am thankful I have at least sometime to pepare myself. I am thankful he will be in a safe place as far as we know. I am thankful for the rest of the time I am going to be able to spend with him before he has to leave.

New Zealand!!!!

A girl I went to high school with her name is Dakota! She is studying aboard this term. So needless to say I am living through her pictures and blog to experience it all with her! lol you can find her blog here newzealand.

She visited the Wellington Botanic Garden. I must say I was in love with all the cool flowers. So I wanted to share them with you guys also!



This one is my favorite! I want it!



I hope you guys enjoy them as well!